This is one course I seem to wait for months. Due to personal situations, I have been longing to do an Advanced Meditation Course (AMC) for quite a few months now. Finally it materialized when I decided to go for the weekend Part2 (AMC) at the Ashram. I decided at 9pm Wednesday and landed up at the Ashram around 12 in the midnight. Was doubtful if Housing will be open and to my delight I saw it brimming with bright faces serving joyfully.
As I went into AMC, I was very stressful (yes, inspite of being regular with my Kriya) filled with fears and anxiety about future. Now as I come out of AMC, a certain sense of peace dawns on me. Something to be experienced cannot be explained. Also what is bestowed upon me is a sense of courage and valor. Probably this comes with the letting go and seeing a bigger picture of life which is conveyed through knowledge, meditations and more importantly Guruji’s presence I guess.
However as I came out, I also felt the need for more meditations and more silence. I am going to go for one more course soon, In the mean time I resolve to keep up my sadhana, food habits and commitment to be grateful and happy.
Let’s see how it goes:-) Jai Guru Dev!
